Friday, July 8, 2005
wkends hereim a hopeless romantic.
yes, i admit.
i cant watch a love movie and not WISH i was the leading lady in the film to kiss the lipsmacking hunk of a guy. i literally melt on the inside. thats how pathetic, i am.
sometimes i even daydream. of youknw, my very first boyfriend. ( goes all apple-ishly red in the cheeks ) i cant help it! and i knw you all cant either x).
and then i get so freaking nervous that i may never ever find one cos of well, youknw, my situation being a horrific kerazee retarded boyishh kinda girl and all. and then i go take pity on myself for being unwanted. you might think ive sunk to the lowest, but ohnooooo how wrong you are.
believe me, ive tried. p/s: not that im some despo on the hunt or smthng. but, yeh ive had my share and it all ended up the SAME.
UNWANTED, printed in bold. on my forehead.
hahahaaaaaaaaa.
im being superhonest here. thats what a blog is for, to show ple how you feel and the truth. and seriously, it doesnt matter what they or you all think. 'cos i can write anyshits on my blog, try and stop me.
WOAHH. long post.
9:19 PM
