Thursday, December 8, 2005
I've read the signs all wrong
ever had those times where you felt detached from the everyone around you? sort of in a daze, maybe?
like when your friends smile, and you smile back, but.. it isn't really how you feel? or when you laugh on the outside, but it hurts more inside? like when you climb stairs, you fall, and think nothing of it? when you take a bath, not realizing you left the shower running, it fogs the mirror and the glass, and you have just contributed the largest on the electrical bill, and you curse/swear? and when you've forgot where you put your stuff, and don't bother to go looking for it, 'cause you feel drained of all energy/will to conduct a search? like someone talks to you, you are looking at the person, but nothing seems to get through to you 'cause all you're thinking about is.. somthing else? when you go for pictures, you force a weak smile just seconds before the light flashes and blinds you for what seems eternity? or when you can feel yourself sort of crumble on the inside, but try your very best to be picking up the bits on the outside, so no one will notice?
it's one of those times.
8:59 PM
