Sunday, February 5, 2006
And 3 hours later I'm back again.
I can't seem to focus right now. My head is like overflowing with too much information. The Math Equations that I was trying to attempt to do are like squigglys or like some foreign language. My brain is drawing a blank. I can only either continuously tap my mechanical pencil on the piece of paper or doodle funny cartoon along the sides of the paper. Maybe partly 'cause my tummy hurts like hell.
Ironic, that I used to loveeee Math.
Now I'm just stalling. I don't feel like going to school tmr. I have no inpiration to complete any homework. & it's tragic that I go to school 'cause of deadlines & homework, & also 'cause mom says,"You have to get an education, for your future." I wish there was more of an actual reason for attending school. Mr Neo said in SocialStudies,"Students study for the sake of finding..?" & we answer,"A job." "'Cause a job is needed to..?" "Support the family." & Brownie points for the whole class. & it's really a sad fact.
I think I'm contributing the most to the water bill in the house. I just stood there & let the water keep flowing. The shower is like my "Thinking Area". & also my singing corner. 'Cause there's no one there to critisize, just me and my shower. It's the only place where I don't feel judged.
Me & my Math are still having the stare down. So Ta. Just some Randomness. No Computer for 2 weeks.
My mom loves torturing innocent people.
6:20 PM
