Monday, March 13, 2006
This is gonna be meaningless. Leave or you'll waste your time.
March games today. 'Cause of that my face is now red, & burnt. Damit, I forgot to put sunblock. & by the time it got to training, we (me & Potty) were so drained. We were literally dozing off. & I will never ever ref a match again. It'll just stir up unhappiness amongst the players, 'cause I suck at it. Plus they make a hell of noise.
What I do not need right now:
1. A (still) swollen middle finger. I hit it twice today, so.. it's swollen real bad.
2. & adding to that I have a new injured finger. My fourth finger. I can never get married in the future 'cause the ring will never squeeze through. But, at least my middle finger has found a friend.
3. Frustration over the mp3 I'm gonna buy. People's opinion of it is getting to me, so now I'm indecisive.
4. A hot face. Hot as in burning.
5. Puny lil' eyes. My eyes are tiny enough, so said by other people. I can't freaking see properly. My vision has been halfed.
6. An aching back. I think I didn't use some gym equipment properly.
What I need right now:
1. A pig. Soft toy. To hug.
2. Panadol. My house ran out.
3. Sleep.
4. I have an urge to go to the library. Weird huh, it's just a spur of the moment thing.
5. An mp3, so Misato won't get pissed off by me.
What I have right now:
1. My NaiNai to be there for me. She's a dear. She made me Liang Tea 'cause my face is red. I love her.
2. A messy desk.
3. Feeling cold from the blowing air con.
Abt the library thing. I'm quite serious. The urge is growing on me, plus tmr I'm free the whole day considering I'm gonna skip Ms Sheela's Geography Lesson. It's such a waste of my time to sit there, & let her tell me things that are exactly from the text. So yes, tmr I'm free the whole day. Library is one option, I just need to indulge in books. Anyone free? The only Bookworms I know are my sissy & Yix. My sissy wouldn't mind. Ahhh, I shall decide later.
Sorry to all those who got affected by my moods. Meaning to - Jiaxin Baby, Potty, Kunyan, Lingyan, Val & others. I wasn't really giving ya'll a reaction. Sorry Jiaxin especially, I'm not myself lately. I told Kunyan it had to be my womanly you know. O whatever. Let's not bring up the subject again.
I saw that shoe again today. The Vans shoe that I want. It costs $109 so never in my life can I afford it. Unless I strike it rich (billionaire), if not I can continue dreaming. They said it's too man for me. Make up your mind, am I manly or not? Okay nevermind, ignore me.
All the miles that separate, disappear when I dream of your face. I'm in love with you. That's something that'll be hard to fade. I wanna say so much, but only that little comes out. I'm sorry if you see me so different now. Well so come on & hold me, that's been my thoughts lately. Alone together with the sweat of summer, through the chill of cold winter. Yes, I'm in love with you. For more reasons than 22. Random, it carries no meaning. Ha-ha.
"Why so ): ?"
"That obvious?"
Yes, it's been ): for no apparent reason. At least I know I'm female.
7:10 PM
