Thursday, March 30, 2006
This will be a long & serious post. Don't mind me being straightforward. I wna get everything all out. In fact, I think the people involved in all of this should read this.
The girls basketball team have said some things. & yes, we are at fault. We shouldn't have said them. This, I think we all have to admit to. But we've known each other for quite some time already, I don't think it's worth it to just throw away all our friendships. I know the guys team are unhappy with us. But can we settle this feud peacefully once & for all? Reconcile? There's no point in habouring all this anger.. this means for both sides, the girls & the guys. I really hope we can put aside all this hate/anger, I don't want both teams to drift far apart & I don't want to have to take all the nasty remarks/sarcasm/stares/ignoring. It's pointless to go on fighting like that, moreover we can't fight forever right? I think both sides should just take back what they have said. 'Cause I don't want to lose the friendships we have. If the ignoring & the fight goes on.. I think confrontation is neccessary. I wouldn't mind confronting the boys team, at least it'll get all the unhappy thoughts out of my mind.
We lost to Jurong today. We lost as a team. Some individuals may have made mistakes on court or what, but this is a team effort. So if there's anyone to blame, it should be the whole team. Some individuals may have felt that our loss today is their doing, but please don't beat yourself up on this. Anyway, the game's over so what is done is done. Don't go crying & causing a scene, it will really demoralize the whole team's spirit. Plus crying doesn't change anything. It may make you feel better, but after crying it all out, don't start again. Maybe some people are unhappy with others over whatever that has happened.. let's put it behind us? Unless you are seriously unhappy with someone.. then speak up if you dare, so the person is able to change/improve.
Anyway, cheer up (: to all those who cried/moody. Crying sucks 'cause your eyes get swollen & your eyes will shrink. So smile :D
Our grouping for next round: Nanyang, AES & Manjusri (spelling error?). Frankly, our chances are very slim. They're all very strong schools. But we must still play our best (: & of course keep learning from our mistakes.
I guess these days I've been very stressed/frustrated/moody. Sorry if I sorta ignored anyone, or replied with monosyllabus. So many things happening lately. But Casey has taught me to look on the positive side of everything. & my motto is that I will be happy everyday, 'cause I say so (:
Sherilyn, I love you babe. Thanks for the printing :D
I'm sorry if I didn't give you any trust. I was insecure, & it was stupid of me. I hope you're not angry, & I pray you're not sad. I really don't want us to turn out bad. & I'm gonna do everything I can to make sure of it (:
7:30 PM
