Thursday, June 8, 2006
Ignore the previous post. Some personal stuff regarding my NaiNai. But let's not dwell on the bad stuff.
Sorry to Sheri & James Lee for ps-ing ya'll the other day. Some personal stuff came up. I owe ya'll, real sorry guys.
I'm wasting my days away really. I wake up, eat breakfast, then take a nap, then wake up to watch tv, then go back to napping. And the process is repeated daily. I hate myself for procrastinating. And I hate it when people tell me they're mugging real hard, unless of course, I asked. It just makes me feel damn bad about myself. Urg.
I'm on crazy mode, accompanied by crazy moodswings. It's mad. I'm mad. Ohmygod. I'm rambling. Someone. stop. me.
I did the rambling thing the other day with MaoLer. He sucked it in and smiled at everything I said, he's polite you see, haha. And I called Casey to ramble last night. I'm on a rampage, I tell you! Hopefully I won't be like that tmr. I'm mahjong-ing with ol' gang yay (: You see you see, I'm such a procrastinator.
I hate myself.
I'm crazy. Ignore me. Ignore me, like ya'll usually do.
I miss my baby. I miss more than my baby. I think missing people, can really make you go freaking mad. Especially when you can do nothing about it, and when nothing is done to solve this feeling of missing someone.
Ohmygod. I should shut up, seriously.
Drug me, stuff me in a gunny sack, and carry me around on your back. Anything to rid of this weird sensation, do something, I need the attention.
9:07 PM
