Sunday, October 29, 2006

Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. I just heard that someone studied 11 hours straight without a break, and still feels shitty about not studying enough. I heard that another someone studies until the wee hours of the morning everyday. I heard another someone has finished doing all the tys already. I heard another someone does like 3 papers a day, everyday.

I am bloody frustrated at the fact that I don't have that kind of will power. If this were an art competition or dance item, I'd probably put in so much more effort in relation to what I'm putting in right now with regards to the big O's. I actually love dancing/drawing/making art stuff, so it doesn't take much to muster up all the will power to go through with it. But studying isn't my forte and what's more I detest sitting at my desk doing Qn after Qn.

So much for me not whining anymore. The para above doesn't actually mean anything. It's like for stress relief, when I refuse to study although knowing every other sec 4 is, and to let all the words in my head out a little.

Sometimes, I'd rather not know how much other people have studied. 'Cause then I'll start comparing myself with other people. Okay, next time don't tell me unless I ask you.